My dark side calleth.....

hubby's return delay..... yet again! getting sick of blogging abt it, but.... I CAN'T HELP IT!!! no wonder i'm anakin [see Quiz: What Star Wars Character Are You?]

i was totally pissed last nite when he missed his flight... and the thing is [beside his numerous delays], he cancelled his flight at 9pm cos he left shenzhen at 830 to catch the flight at 945 in HK.... how NOT to miss? *shake head* and he never called when he said he would, whether he managed to get on the flight or not.... i waited till 1045pm and called him, only to find him back in shenzhen! in the 1hr45mins he can't even find the time to call me and let me know? and before i could say anything, he said he have to go.... toilet and DA BIAN!!! aaarrrgghhh~~~~~~~

i having problems dealing with his never-come-to-pass promises of return... and worse, despite being instructed by my pastor to call me everyday which he did initally, it ends up i'm the one who called him.... his "reason", he's busy.... i seriously dun feel i'm being valued... his work seems so much more impt... i felt like i'm a monument placed at home, no maintainence needed!! harlo, even a monument u also have to dust it rite? -_-"

and today i was so pissed, when i was talking to my pastor's wife.... i actually let out "what the F***!" siao liao~~~~

yup i can hear the dark side calling to me, louder and louder........... -_-"

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Anakin Skywalker

Watch out for your temper... it could get you into trouble the way it did Anakin. You have enormous potential to be a great Jedi, but stress has made the dark side seem that much more inviting...

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I forgot my doggie!!!

wake up 5plus in the morn, laying on bed.... something is amiss... nope, not cos i've been sleeping alone for almost 2mths... wat's wrong?

suddenly jumped up!!! oooh nooooo............ i'm going for a retreat tis sun till tues with hubby, and my inlaws are NOT ard!!!! aaaaarrrggghhh....... i was so caught up with whether will hubby come back on time, i totally forgotten abt my doggie!!!! *pull hair*

called hubby (at 8+ lah, i not so evil to wake him up so early).... he only realised when i told him! whole day couldn't locate his parents, who are touring dunnoe where now in china.... called my groomer, nope she dun do boarding cos she has 4 dogs of her own liao.... check internet for pet hotels..... but..... but... one of my colleagues said his friend sent his dog to one and came back with fleas!!! *cry*

okie i think i can go pull hair now..... -_-"

Poem: Morn Came Silently...

morn came silently,
without a trace,
none of the sun's glory....

sky open widely,
water came pouring,
all of heaven seems weeping....

on bed lonely,
soft toy staring,
pillow besides me mourning....

Nonsensical Poem #2

the sun is shining,
early in the morning,
dressed up, make up,
i decided to perk up...

walking in the morn cool,
just next to a school,
wolf whistles i heard,
ignoring it, i din even turn....

whistles came not once but thrice,
then a loud yell "hey big t***!"
no need for his comment on my anatomy
i quietly scream "shut up u small d***!"

ooh my eyes... my eyes......

wake up tis morn and can hardly open my eyes, still painful.... so close it and rest abit... and i dozed off!!! end result: LATE for work again.... sigh....

whole day at work, could hardly open my eyes cos of the pain.... now then i realised a person can actually work with eyes half open! but to be on the safe side, i got my designer to do all the cutting needed.... wait can't see properly dunnoe wat i cut off.... -_-"

and the worse thing is, even tho i am able to work with half open eyes.... the lure of dozing off DOUBLE! *yawn*

i hate specs!!!

woke up with sore eyes... not really red but teary and very pain!!! decided against going into office.... and being lazy to walk almost 2 busstop to my regular doc, i went to the one next block....

scenario #1 --- at the clinic
clinic assistant took over my id card... "oh u got the new card... how much u pay for it?"
"it's free..."
"huh? it's FOC? I thot gotta pay like 100+ to get the new one?"
"they'll send u a letter to renew it for free when u hit 30....." [grrr.... in my heart]
"really har? u're 30??!!"
"actually i'm thirty-*beep*..." [u think i'll tell the world how old i am on net? wahahahahaa]
"ooh i thot u're my age...." she's look like she's in her mid-20s....

scenario #2 --- at the convenience store
needed soda, i need something sweet to go with the yucky cough mixture!! okie it's a lame excuse... :P

at the cashier....
"$4.55 pls..."
dig out $$ and hand over...
"xiao mei mei ur change..."
[roll eyes in my heart] took change... while i'm putting away the change....
"xiao mei mei today no school har?"
"..." [i can't believe my ears]
"i'm working liao..." [still in unbelief]

and these are the reason why i HATE to wear specs!!!! but with my stupid sore eyes, i have to stay off contact for 2 wks!! aaarrrrrggghhhhh~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

another note: my boss called me xiao mei mei when i wasn't in office once.... he think i dunnoe??!! hmph!!!