Tuesday, May 03, 2005

do i miss him or do i miss him being ard?

the past long wkend has been a trip to depression valley for me.... i was so depressed tat i shut myself up at home for the past 3 days, not willing to see anyone.... hubby is still not back, wat was supposed to be a less than 2 wks biz trip has been delayed to 1 mth... for over 2wks i heard all sort of reasons, all valid no doubt. Still it doesn't mean i won't get upset.... hey i'm a woman, emotions triumph over logic....

some wonder why am i so upset? it's a biz trip.... he's working his butt out for me, for us.... the delays are due to circumstances tat's not within his control.... i guess it's not the fact he's away... i do enjoy the occasional 1-2 wk of freedom.... but it's the fact he's away for so long... his promises of return tat never comes to pass.... the fact tat no one drive me to work (except for cab drivers).... the fact tat no one is around for me....

so do i miss him or do i miss him being ard? perhaps both....

p.s.: he said he got the ticket, just have to confirm flight.... and wat can i say?? he got a open ticket valid for 3mths.... -_-"

5 comments:

kittyn said...

you are a little too dependent on him sometimes... :P

lAzy pAnda said...

i'm too used too being pampered mah.... :P

kittyn said...

still have the cheek to say... haha

lAzy pAnda said...

hehee.. i got 2 on my face! wahahahaa.....

Anonymous said...

hahaha... that's quite a funny little exchange. :)